26/09/26 @11h58
I'm so annoyed that brazilian stationery brands are doing horse theme collections NOW. hey guys, the year of the horse is almost over, you missed the point of the trend.
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26/09/26 @11h55
I reached 10k views on the site the same week, maybe day that I finished the shrine page!!
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11/09/26 @17h16
I updated this whole site so I could write a post in this new blog, and now I'm too tired to even do it. ain't that just the way...
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07/09/26 @11h29
I KNOW I'm not taking good care of this website lately, life is a mess this month/season/year/life. but I'm trying to get my shit together.
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06/08/26 @12h08
it took me 9 years to post a cover again after dating a musician... and I chose the hardest song to sing ever so, forgive the mistakes, hope you didn't even notice.
you can listen it the blog!
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04/08/26 @20h09
I was looking for something a little more current to watch, bc I've been watching a lot of old movies, when I came across a litle article titled "the most anticipated movies of 2026" followed by a list of the most boring movies made by human kind (majority of them sequels). imagine anticipating the 39th marvel movie.
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02/08/26 @17h05
inside of me there are two wolves. one is a manic data scientist and the other is a mentally ill artist. the data scientist's only purpose is to make the artist's life better and happier.
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01/08/26 @20h28
I've been having trouble sleeping lately, and I don't know why but being irrationally scared always calms down my actual fears about living in dumpster fire of a world as an autistic person with no real support system, so I've been picturing sperm whales sleeping in my mind, if you never seen it, it's the scariest thing. when that does not work I picture a dark figure in the corner of my room. it always calms me down.
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01/08/26 @09h50
july was such a horrible month, and I dated a gemini man this year so I am familiar with horrible months, but FUCK!
I'll try to update the site better for now on, I need to update the media log and the commonplace page, but things are still very much up in the air. so who knows if I'll even be alive next month.
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04/07/26 @19h08
I also finally created the creation page today!
it's pretty much empty but it looks so cute!
I noticed the best two days of this vacation (yesterday and today) I basically spent on front on my computer on a flow state creating or planning or reviewing things. I tried to go out one day, I spent a lot of money on ubers and I did not even like it.
maybe I should just stay where I'm happiest: my room - going out daily just to go on a walk and get some sunlight.
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04/07/26 @13h33
I FINALLY updated the media log.
I listened to so many albuns last month but did not loved any of them (olivia rodrigo has all the good music references but I'm so sick of music complaining about men)
about the backrooms / obsession thing, let me just finish my thoughs here bc the medialog space is tiny: backrooms took a cool concept and made a basic movie (visually super cool, but I did not liked the plot), while obsession took a basic concept and made a really cool movie.
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04/07/26 @12h43
I've been on vacation for a week now and only now I'm updating this place
I have so many things I want to do here and I took the day to do it, so tell me why I spent the entire morning redesigning all my spreadsheets on google sheets? to what end? TO WHAT END? but also, they are looking so clean and beautiful!! hope I can keep up with than, because I have at least 3 places where I track things (notion, google sheets and physical journal)...
anyway, I spent the week thinking about things to post here and now I forgot it all, great.
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22/06/26 @14h34
I got the first comment on my site!!!!
2 comments actually. but it came to my attention that I do not have a button for my site, nor do I know how to put a button on my site or how buttons work at all. I feel like I should know this considering I'm ancient. but I'm working (at least I should be) and i can't figure this out right now. I'll be anxious aboit it until is fixed.
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21/06/26 @16h26
some times the internet feels a little bit like "the old days". this used to be a safe space before the marks and the elons, even porn filled tumblr was better than instagram nowadays. but some days are good.
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14/06/26@18h19
life feels a little bit more colorful lately, it could be one of three things: I’m happier, which I don’t think is the case here considering all; it’s been raining less this year and I’ve been more apreciative of the sun; my new sunglasses are like an instagram filter for real life, but I only have them for three days.
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13/06/26 @20h49
two things:
isn't it funny that I created this page the same day I deactivated my twitter account?
also, what will this page look like when there's way to much posts? will I even post in here often?
time will tell.
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13/06/26 @20h22
THIS IS YOUR CAPTAIN SPEAKING!
just testing this shit out